05/??/2022
time is weird. I listened to my playlist from summer last year when I had just graduated highschool, and I could feel everything so much. like I could go back to the way life was. it was like reliving my experiences but with all the knowledge I have now that everything worked out. and then I realized the exact same thing is going to happen to this very year month very moment; I’m going to look back someday and viscerally feel my hands on this keyboard, my back against my dorm room chair, but I’m going to know so much more. and that’s terrifying because it means I know nothing right now